Guilty x1000

Alright, I know I posted about it earlier today, but I just can’t seem to kick feeling guilty about all that Mexican food I had today. Since then, I have eaten a sandwich at Jimmy John’s for dinner, and that’s about it, and I DIDN’T go to the gym like I had planned… Ughhh…. I need to stop judging myself.

(judging owl from here)

I guess I’m just scared now that I will make this mistake again. Somehow justify binging on something. I seriously don’t trust myself.

I feel like a lot of things in my life this week are out of control. My apartment is a mess, my dog keeps pooping on our carpet while we are sleeping (despite numerous attempts to take her outside to poop – she was potty trained last week, I don’t know what’s going on, but I digress), I’m staying up too late because of video games, my laundry is way past overdue and I am letting work assignments pile up a little bit, which is something I feel like I NEVER do. Sometimes while on this journey, I feel like it’s all just too much. That changing my eating and exercise habits are enough, and all the other responsibilities are falling to the way-side because I feel so overwhelmed.

I felt like I had better control of all this in the last couple weeks, so hopefully this is just some kind of silly mood swing that will soon go away. Well, now to try and go to bed without stressing about my mishap today. Goodnight!